Blessed are the poor in spirit...help me God T_T

"The spirit of entitlement comes into the heart of a person who rejects being poor in spirit. Rejecting poor in spirit leads to the ultimate poverty. Being poor in spirit is that place of humility, where you realize that everything comes simply as a gift of grace: nothing is deserved. Awareness of this grace keeps us from that proud and arrogant and demanding spirit of entitlement... When the blessing of the Lord is on your life, if it doesn't lead you to gratitude for grace, it will lead you to arrogance and misuse of power." - Bill Johnson